Submission is a journey

Sub drop

This is something that is often mentioned yet not so clearly defined or explained. Sub drop:“The temporary depression and/or chemical dis-balance experienced by submissive/masochists after intense BDSM play. This can be short lived or can be a delayed reaction, and/or can last as long as a week… If You are the Dominant or Top in… Continue reading Sub drop

The First Dance

As many of you know, it has been almost a year since Sir’s major operation on His leg and the healing process is slow but steady. Walking without aides is one of Sir’s major aims as well as getting mobility in the leg. Seeing Sir has been more difficult of late with longer periods between… Continue reading The First Dance

Keep Calm and Carry On

These past few months have seemed to go by slower than usual as I have found adjusting to Sir’s absence once more a bit of a struggle. Thankfully We don’t have the same distance between Us as a year ago, but We are not having the same amount of quality time as We would both… Continue reading Keep Calm and Carry On

Self Awareness

A definition online which I find helpful: Self-awareness involves being aware of different aspects of the self including traits, behaviors, and feelings. Essentially, it is a psychological state in which oneself becomes the focus of attention. ( Once upon a time, I would say that my focus upon myself and my own feelings would only happen… Continue reading Self Awareness

Self image

Being part of an online community with Sir, most definitely called my own self image and self awareness into question over the years. Especially in the early days when I had a very low self esteem and was struggling to see myself the way Sir does. There came a time (some years ago now) when… Continue reading Self image

The Longest Trial so far

Dear friends and followers, It has been a while since I last posted and wanted to drop you a quick update. These past few months has been one of the longest trials for myself personally and for Sir and I. We are nearing 9mths since Sir’s accident back in September 2020 and still waiting on… Continue reading The Longest Trial so far

Music Therapy

These have been some of the longest days, weeks and months of my journey so far! Would you believe it is only 2 months since disaster struck and Sir’s leg was so badly broken? For me, it feels so much longer!! There have been so many ups and downs. Mixed emotions a lot of the… Continue reading Music Therapy


To quote a well known song: “Life is a rollercoaster, just gotta ride it!” This past month has been one of the longest, bumpiest rollercoasters I have known in a long time. With many ups and downs, twists and turns and the feelings going on have been like a barrage from a watergun at the… Continue reading Rollercoaster

Summer visit

Unfortunately, Our long awaited reunion did not go as planned for either of Us due to unforeseen circumstances, leaving Us both painfully disappointed in more ways than one and Sir in substantially more pain than I. Having to leave Sir and return home was one of the most heart wrenching departures this time around. Without… Continue reading Summer visit


Finally, We have hit what I like to term the ‘single figures countdown’ !! 😁 Only a matter of days before I am on my way to visit Sir 9 days to go 😛 The days have dragged on, the months have been looooong and We are finally able to get some much needed time… Continue reading Anticipation


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